this broadcast was made from clips i set up for youtube and youku in china. i streamed these song... more

this broadcast was made from clips i set up for youtube and youku in china. i streamed these songs some time in late august, though they were shot in early august. it would be likely my last broadcast with this appearance since due DHT inbalances i will lose all my hair, much like a chemo therapy patient....it will be 'pretty funny on the other side' i'm thinking.....and at this stage i'm not sure i'll deal with it..... less

in this september 2 stream one can see the degradation of my my hair syndrome called DHt and how ... more

in this september 2 stream one can see the degradation of my my hair syndrome called DHt and how it has seemingly ruined my appearance, but more importantly my demeanor. more songs from my shows.... less

A rehearsal done in anger with my dht condition which is now gripping me as an eagle its prey wit... more

A rehearsal done in anger with my dht condition which is now gripping me as an eagle its prey with gruesome tentacles and some.......now unable to arrest this disease which incidentally is taking all my hair away from me i am daily drifting into a greater depression...losing interest in my music and i guess my performance, since none of it matters anymore...... aug 31 2011 less

this was an impromptu jtv rehearsal i did on aug 27. the mic was a 5 dollar mic and the logitech ... more

this was an impromptu jtv rehearsal i did on aug 27. the mic was a 5 dollar mic and the logitech cam was the type that you find people leaving on their front gardens for rubbish removal. there was no order to the songs, and in some cases i hadn't recently rehearsed the pieces or included in my just completed live shows. i'm using my Maton Cw-80 that i haven't played for 11 years as i have lived in exile. it was great to be repatriated with this instrument. less